Saat Itu

Aku masih lagi terasa

Dinginnya angin

Membelai lembut tubuh genitku

Indahnya sinaran cahaya hampir senja

Tatkala kita bersama

Senyum kian kali terukir di bibir

Tawa hilai sering saja terbuah

Saat kita bersenda

Saat kita bersama mereka

Namun kini

Kau hilang entah ke mana

Aku cuba mencari jejak di mana

Kau hanya berlari

Saat aku melangkah mendekati

Tanpa sebab aku kau campak

keluar dari hidupmu

Bingung, aku bingung penuh tanya

Mengapa?

Berkali cubaku susun kata

Menimbulkan tanya

Namun kau tetap sama

Membisu tanpa sepatah kata

Ingin sekali kukembali ke saat itu

Oh gembiranya kita

Tanpa sakit mencengkam kuat di dada

Run Through

I'm walking in the shadow

The shadow of yours

Haunting me

Giving me hopes

Keeping me here, unsecured feelings

Numbness

Empty spaces in my heart

What's that in front of me

Barely seen

Barely felt

So foggy and blurry

I want that

But I need this

I love that

But I gotta finish this

I don't want black

So empty

I don't want white

Too bright for me

I want blue, I want green

Because it makes me feel calm and clean

Walking so desperately

I gotta start running

So I can reach the end

Faster, reaching you

Because you really are for me

Angin Pergi

Kuhela nafas ini

Angin membelai lembut

Damainya baluti tubuh ini

Membangkit kenangan itu

Kita pernah gembira

Tika itu kau aku

Selalu bersama

Warna emas langit petang

Kita nikmati berdua

Kau kini hilang tanpa khabar

Tinggal aku penuh tanya

Dimana silapnya aku?

Dimana?

Kau pergi, tak mahu lagi

Bersama aku

Kau pergi, tanpa sebab yang pasti

Tanpa aku ketahui

Angin ini

Langit ini

Kan tetap aku nikmati tanpa kau disisi

Yang lain pasti kan datang mengganti

this is suppposed to be a song, i didn't finish the melody, and the lyrics was sooooo cheesy, so, this is not gonna work. Gonna throw this away and write a new one..some random lyrics that came up. I'm just gonna post this anyway. Sorry, too cheesy and boring lyrics but it has a story..berkaitan dgn my past tettttttt XD

Menghitung Hari by Rafi Wahidon & Fazilah Rusli (Cover of KD)

THE BATTLE AND THE HOPES

Salam,

Pertama-tama, ingin dikhabarkan, kami sudahpun memasuki minggu terakhir (minggu ke-13) di universiti, semester 2, tahun 2..minggu ini juga, aku kena submit/present major projek mekatronik sem ni (mengesan tahap oksigen dalam darah dan degup jantung dalam seminit). Benda ni hari selasa.

Lepas tu, ada 2 assignment kena submit hari sama, hari Jumaat. Then, ada lagi satu test, Mechanics of Materials, xpasti hari ape.

For our major project, i feel like giving up, but I can't. It's a group project. So, i can't just give up or else, my lab partner will fail too. I really need some strength to further the studies. I really wanna give up, I mean quit this engineering and do something else. I don't like (maybe hate) engineering, especially programming.

So, I just told my mom and dad, I feel like really giving up. But my mom said, no, they always pray for me, for my success. Then I was like, how can I let them down? I can't..I just can't.

My dad sent me an sms. Some of the words are;

"ayh n mak setiap lepas solat doakan angah...", "..inshalah masa angah peksa ayah cuba puasa sunat...", "..kami tetap yakin angah mampu lakukan.angah kebanggaan keluarga kita..."

I feel like crying, their hopes are too high..too high for me...I love them so much, i can't let them down, but this bloody engineering are holding me back...sucked up all my spirit and strength to live...my Mom pulak asik sakit je.

oh GOD please, gimme the strength, help me, guide me, bring me to success as it will please my MOM and DAD, that's what i wanna give to them, as a repay of everything they've sacrificed and gave me since I was born..their high-as-mountains hopes MUST BE FULFILLED.