Salam,
Pertama-tama, ingin dikhabarkan, kami sudahpun memasuki minggu terakhir (minggu ke-13) di universiti, semester 2, tahun 2..minggu ini juga, aku kena submit/present major projek mekatronik sem ni (mengesan tahap oksigen dalam darah dan degup jantung dalam seminit). Benda ni hari selasa.
Lepas tu, ada 2 assignment kena submit hari sama, hari Jumaat. Then, ada lagi satu test, Mechanics of Materials, xpasti hari ape.
For our major project, i feel like giving up, but I can't. It's a group project. So, i can't just give up or else, my lab partner will fail too. I really need some strength to further the studies. I really wanna give up, I mean quit this engineering and do something else. I don't like (maybe hate) engineering, especially programming.
So, I just told my mom and dad, I feel like really giving up. But my mom said, no, they always pray for me, for my success. Then I was like, how can I let them down? I can't..I just can't.
My dad sent me an sms. Some of the words are;
"ayh n mak setiap lepas solat doakan angah...", "..inshalah masa angah peksa ayah cuba puasa sunat...", "..kami tetap yakin angah mampu lakukan.angah kebanggaan keluarga kita..."
I feel like crying, their hopes are too high..too high for me...I love them so much, i can't let them down, but this bloody engineering are holding me back...sucked up all my spirit and strength to live...my Mom pulak asik sakit je.
oh GOD please, gimme the strength, help me, guide me, bring me to success as it will please my MOM and DAD, that's what i wanna give to them, as a repay of everything they've sacrificed and gave me since I was born..their high-as-mountains hopes MUST BE FULFILLED.
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